结束了，终于结束了，什么都结束了。

 没什么感觉，我想我真的是个冷血动物，真的没什么感觉。

 面前还有好多好多事要做，好多好多人要面对，很累。

考得不好，妈妈出去想办法，去找人，去送钱，我在家坐着，什么也做不了，那种讨厌的无力感又回来了，把我抓得牢牢地，快要透不过气了。

 怎么办。

  that is the end.

  i can only accept.there is no reason.everything is just because of myself.

  my way i will go by myself.now i can not say this sentence any more,because i have no that power and situation.i know i am only a small role in the world which behind the care of my mum.so i accept.i will abey everyone,ok?

  see this is the end.